Feeling confused about getting married. Need some helpful advice please.
I need some advice. I have been engaged for over a year now. Our wedding is scheduled in 5 months from now, and I am just not feeling happy or excited like I use to be. I feel like pausing time and just thinking it through some more. I want to postpone the wedding, but my fiancé said no. We have the venue, photographer, and photo booth booked. I also bought my dress already.
My maid of honor has been helping me plan the wedding and she told me we should start shopping for bridesmaid dresses this coming month. So we set a date on June back in February, and now that day is approaching, and I feel like canceling it because I am not feeling confident or at ease about marrying my fiancé.
The main reason I am feeling confused is because I do not find my fiancé physically attractive and because of that I feel my affection towards him doesn’t come out naturally. Like I really don’t care to make-out with him. I like holding hands, hugs, and a peck on the lips, but that’s it. I am starting to think I love him more like a friend. I have known him for 7 years and we were friends for 3 of those years. He liked me from the beginning, but I didn’t, yet he still stuck around waiting for me to change my mind.